How i wish i can talk to something/someone right now.
But i know i cant.
These feelings are killing me.
Everything seems to be fake.
Nothing seems to be real anymore.
4:17 AM finding back lost memories Y
Monday, March 1, 2010
Ya.
Bunch of peng-wei-kias.
Say 1 thing,
Do another thing.
"hi, i dun like you."
"hi, i am your friend."
_|_
Fuck you.
Then is friend anot?
If don`t like then still can be friends?
When say until don`t like that time,
Alot of people also say don`t like.
Ending leh?
Actions are like-wise.
-_-;
Then tell me,
Wtf are you all?
Fakers?
In front say don`t like don`t like.
But now,
All wanna go show concern like mother fuckers?
Don`t jiaowei with me please.
Make a choice,
Then live with that choice.
Don`t halfway pua stunt here & there.
_|_
1:36 AM finding back lost memories Y
Saturday, February 13, 2010
The feeling ...
Is terrible.
I`m feeling so miserable now.
I really can`t stop.
Can`t stop thinking of you.
Why is your poison so strong? :/
7:29 AM finding back lost memories Y
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
I`M SO SCREWED.
-_-
I OVERSLEPT & FORGOT GO TAKE MY MC.
AWWW FUCK SIA!
X-X
OMGWTFBBQ, WHYTHEFUCKDIDIOVERSLEPT?
._.
Overslept liao,
Never take MC, nvm.
But overslept ler,
Become pangseh-ed my hubbie.
T_T
Deardear, i`m so sorry.
I really feel freaking bad.
Although you keep say nvm nvm.
But .....
The feelings inside is ...
ARGHHHHHHH~~~
>.>
I`m so sorry,
& I miss you so much.
T_T
2:01 AM finding back lost memories Y
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
You know,
I love you & I miss you~ ♥
(:
Aww, CSM presentation finally over ler.
<3
I believe i did quite not-badly.
:D
Didn`t receive any negative comments from Mr. Lee ba.
Hehe, was SUPER nervous de lor. ._.
I can even feel my own heartbeat sia. >.>
Then, Deardear & hanhan keep tell me don`t scare.
CHIONG ONLY! :X
Awww! <3
Hehe, took a deep breathe & started.
Actually i thought i got pauses here and there sia.
But Mr. Lee said my presentation was fluent & smooth.
Then, okies lor,
HAPPY~ :D
Its like a whole load off my mind sia.
At least now CSM is over.
Time to start on my ICD project.
The one which I haven started doing at all leh.
T_T
Zzzz,
Leaving Singapore in around 4 days.
Getting more & more sian.
To be honest,
I don`t even feel like going ANYMORE.
Because of ......
(:
Hehe, & that links to ...
Next WoE cannot go again lor.
._.
I missed last week`s WoE
Cause i was having family dinner.
Now,
I`m gonna miss this week`s WoE
Cause i`m going China.
Wa lau,
Use WoE exchange for China,
DAMN NOT WORTH IT CAN?
>:(
I`d rather choose WoE~
*oops* :X
Hehe, last weekend was super busy.
Someone knows WHY.
Hor hor hor? :X
Aww, I`m so damn hungry right now.
x-x
Even deardear also hungry with me.
LOL! :3
See la?
Someone de dinner NEVER eat sia.
Pifffff.
** Damnit, i gonna miss you so badly when i`m overseas later this week. x-x
Super
Emo
Sia.
):
8:45 AM finding back lost memories Y
Monday, February 8, 2010
Really don`t understand why.
Recently keep kana all the suay things.
Smlj also me.
Tio scolded also me.
Tio kp-ed also me.
Tio xl-ed also me.
Just wtf is wrong leh.
Its like fucking moodless lor.
-.-
Then again,
Don`t know why recently play dota,
Keep CANNOT own ppl.
._.
Even if my team win or whatever,
I`m not the owning one.
Smlj leh.
Already is farming well ler.
Then in the end still can`t kill much, etc.
KanPuaSian pls.
~.~
Is my dota skills really damn fucking cui?
OR
Is it because of playing too much RO?
-.-
Had been on "no-appetite-mode" for quite a few days ler.
I can don`t eat anything for more than 24 hours.
Or the most eat 1 meal a day.
-.-
Just wtf is wrong with ME?
Can someone fucking tell me please?
I feel so fucked now.
~.~
9:09 AM finding back lost memories Y
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Finally accomplished my little mission.
♥
I felt so happy.
When i saw it on the floor.
& then fear strucked me,
When i realised i could kiss the floor anytime.
Luckily i managed to pick it up before dying.
x-x
Now you`ve 1 thing less to think about.
(:
The biggest reward:
Don`t need to see you fret over it anymore ler.
:D
Whats more,
I`ve gotten my Orc Hero Helm too ler!
Today`s a happy day! :3
Thanks dear, for everything! -^.^-
"eh, dont give up so easily la!"
"maybe im your lucky star leh?"
♥
7:15 PM finding back lost memories Y
Resurrect-Those-Memories
Memories will never be lost;
They`re just being forgotten;
Let us resurrect these memories together. - Jiayi -
Girl
Jiayi
a.k.a Memories
12 December 199o
is a GAMER
loves WILLIAM
loh.jiayi@hotmail.com l0ve-d
Loves
♥ WILLIAM
♥ BABY - You`re never be forgotten
♥ GAMING - RagnarokOnline & Dota
♥ her BESTIES - Calvin, Jiahui, Yuhan & Qiuliang
♥ DICT 3Bo2
♥ THEMEPARKS
♥ SASHIMI
♥ the MEMORIES that we SHARE
Hates
┴ LIARS - Just tell me the bloody truth
┴ BACKSTABBERS - Not happy with me? Tell me in my face
┴ BETRAYERS - Be like a dog. Be loyal
┴ GUAILAN KIAS - Guailan? 2 can play the game
┴ XIALAN KIAS - Xialan? Your mother never teach you manners ah
┴ BOLAN KIAS - Bolan? Then don`t come kpkb
┴ FAKE BITCHES|BASTARDS - You know who you are
┴ ASSHOLES w/ ATTITUDE - Already an asshole. So stop showing people attitude
┴ SMOKERS xCept my FRIENDS - Hope you all get lung cancer tomorrow
Wishes
♥ maintain BESTIE r/s (even after graduation) with - Calvin, Jiahui, Yuhan & Qiuliang
♥ lose MORE weight
♥ less quarrels with willliam over GAMES
♥ control my temper
♥ meet-up with qiuliang more
♥ graduate from SP together with 3Bo2 peeps
♥ grand opening of Universal Studios Singapore
♥ save more money
♥ control my spendings - *ahem*
♥ don`t have to see that faggot & his lanjiao bin every weekend at william hse
♥ to talk to you again MORE OFTEN (:
♥ find back old memories
Calender
JANUARY'10 o8 Jan - Dye hair with GF o9 Jan - SPinnovex (9am -3pm)
- Dye hair with GF 11 Jan - Start of School Term 17 Jan - Final confirmation whether wanna go overseas or not 22 Jan - Start doing ICD project please
FEBRUARY'10 13 Feb - 18 Feb - Go overseas with family!