The feeling ...

Is terrible.

I`m feeling so miserable now.

I really can`t stop.

Can`t stop thinking of you.

Why is your poison so strong? :/

I`M SO SCREWED.

-_-

I OVERSLEPT & FORGOT GO TAKE MY MC.

AWWW FUCK SIA!

X-X



OMGWTFBBQ, WHYTHEFUCKDIDIOVERSLEPT?

._.



Overslept liao,

Never take MC, nvm.

But overslept ler,

Become pangseh-ed my hubbie.

T_T

Deardear, i`m so sorry.

I really feel freaking bad.

Although you keep say nvm nvm.

But .....

The feelings inside is ...

ARGHHHHHHH~~~

>.>

I`m so sorry,

& I miss you so much.

T_T

You know,

I love you & I miss you~ ♥

(:



Aww, CSM presentation finally over ler.

<3

I believe i did quite not-badly.

:D

Didn`t receive any negative comments from Mr. Lee ba.

Hehe, was SUPER nervous de lor. ._.

I can even feel my own heartbeat sia. >.>

Then, Deardear & hanhan keep tell me don`t scare.

CHIONG ONLY! :X

Awww! <3



Hehe, took a deep breathe & started.

Actually i thought i got pauses here and there sia.

But Mr. Lee said my presentation was fluent & smooth.

Then, okies lor,

HAPPY~ :D

Its like a whole load off my mind sia.

At least now CSM is over.

Time to start on my ICD project.

The one which I haven started doing at all leh.

T_T



Zzzz,

Leaving Singapore in around 4 days.

Getting more & more sian.

To be honest,

I don`t even feel like going ANYMORE.

Because of ......

(:

Hehe, & that links to ...

Next WoE cannot go again lor.

._.

I missed last week`s WoE

Cause i was having family dinner.

Now,

I`m gonna miss this week`s WoE

Cause i`m going China.

Wa lau,

Use WoE exchange for China,

DAMN NOT WORTH IT CAN?

>:(

I`d rather choose WoE~

*oops* :X



Hehe, last weekend was super busy.

Someone knows WHY.

Hor hor hor? :X



Aww, I`m so damn hungry right now.

x-x

Even deardear also hungry with me.

LOL! :3

See la?

Someone de dinner NEVER eat sia.

Pifffff.



** Damnit, i gonna miss you so badly when i`m overseas later this week. x-x

Super

Emo

Sia.

):

Really don`t understand why.

Recently keep kana all the suay things.

Smlj also me.

Tio scolded also me.

Tio kp-ed also me.

Tio xl-ed also me.

Just wtf is wrong leh.

Its like fucking moodless lor.

-.-



Then again,

Don`t know why recently play dota,

Keep CANNOT own ppl.

._.

Even if my team win or whatever,

I`m not the owning one.

Smlj leh.

Already is farming well ler.

Then in the end still can`t kill much, etc.

KanPuaSian pls.

~.~

Is my dota skills really damn fucking cui?

OR

Is it because of playing too much RO?

-.-



Had been on "no-appetite-mode" for quite a few days ler.

I can don`t eat anything for more than 24 hours.

Or the most eat 1 meal a day.

-.-

Just wtf is wrong with ME?

Can someone fucking tell me please?



I feel so fucked now.

~.~

Finally accomplished my little mission.

♥

I felt so happy.

When i saw it on the floor.

& then fear strucked me,

When i realised i could kiss the floor anytime.

Luckily i managed to pick it up before dying.

x-x

Now you`ve 1 thing less to think about.

(:

The biggest reward:

Don`t need to see you fret over it anymore ler.

:D



Whats more,

I`ve gotten my Orc Hero Helm too ler!

Today`s a happy day! :3



Thanks dear, for everything! -^.^-



"eh, dont give up so easily la!"

"maybe im your lucky star leh?"

♥

Yuhan, Happy Birthday to you! <3

I know this greeting/post damn late.

Hahaha, 27 January~ :3

Hanhan, not a teen liao!

No more YAN YANs for you! :D

Hope you like the Guess Hand-Clutch wor.

-^.^-



Finally finish my CSM powerpoint slides.

Drag & drag,

Delay & delay,

Now finally finish ler.

._.

Cb table lor,

Need to insert so many textboxes,

Need add so many animations,

SO DAMN MAFAN CAN?

:/



Its February ler.

1 month flew past,

So fast sia. D:

12 days later i`ll be flying off.

To tiong-country.

~.~



Don`t know why,

I don`t have that excited feel even till now.

Unlike going to Japan last year.

Kinda miss the times in Japan,

The Universal Studios,

The DisneyLand & DisneySea,

The sashimi,

The sceneries,

The weather,

The etc etc.

):



Suddenly don`t feel like going overseas anymore.

But its too late,

Isn`t it?

._.



Recently got so many internal conflicts happening.

Although i`m not directly involved in them,

But i still feel damn sad, damn sian1/2.

I know how it feels.

Real life friends quarrel/not-happy-with-each-other over GAMES.

I fucking know how it feels.

Because the same fucking thing happened to me,

About 7 years ago.

But my case is different.

Because we weren`t even super close friends.

So even if the ending is no-more-friends,

It doesn`t matter.

But for you guys,

Its different.

You all know each other so long ler.

Play together so long ler.

How come will become like that?

Do you know it hurts alot to the rest of the people around you all?

To see you all like this.

:/



There will surely be misunderstandings,

They`re unavoidable.

At least try to be more sensitive towards each other?

Know so long ler,

Personalities,

Attitudes,

Likes/Dislikes,

Etc etc,

I`m sure you all know de.

Don`t be OVER-sensitive.

But don`t be insensitive too.

I really hope that everything will go smoothly sia.

We already kana shoot like nobody's business liao.

If we still have internal conflicts at this moment,

Really is damn cui sia.

>.<



It feels weird.

It feels funny.

Should it be like this?

Or am i wrong again?

But i .....

Hmmmmm.



& we finally chatted!

So long never talk ler.

Suddenly yesterday got chat.

Feel very ....

Excited & Happy.

Kinda miss the old times.

The memories.

The everything.

(:



Really damn gian to go CRABBING sia!

OI GF!

OI BUDDY!

OI HANHAN!

OI EDDIE!

GO CRABBING LEH!

I GIAN FOR ALMOST 1 MONTH LIAO LEH!

Always this one not free,

That one not free.

Pifffff!

I WANNA SEE CALVIN BE UNCLE UBIN AGAIN!

HAHAHAHAHAHA~ :X

& this time if never catch tio GIANT crab,

Cannot come back Singapore ah!

:D

Super miss the Fun,

Laughter,

Happiness,

Memories.

<3

It feels so good being with you guys.

If the outing is short of anyone of you,

It`ll be imcomplete.



And o!

Less than 1 month left to graduate sia!

HAHAHAHA~

Can`t wait man.

After grad can slack ler.

Like finally lor.

~.~

Damn sian of studying/going sch sia.

From primary school,

Go Secondary school,

Then go Poly.

How many bloody years liao sia.

Its time to take a break!

I wanna slack around like Haris-dear~

:X

SIBEI SONG LOR!

Damn envious.

):

But, when i start to holiday that time,

Someone need to go school liao lo!

HAHAHAHAHA~

By then,

Its time for me to say,

Oiiii go do your report/ppt/proposal/sch work!

Don`t play liaooooo!

Faster go dooooo!

GG~ :X



Awww,

Damn sian sia,

I still got 1 ICD project haven do.

Haven even started.

Think liao also emo.

T_T



Anyway,

WEDDING DRESS is so nice!

<3

Keep repeating the song sia~

Hehe.



Imma so bored in school now.

Nothing to do at all.

I wanna orh orh sia.

Head damn giddy.

A little pain also.

Sibei cui.

x-x



Monday's lessons are S-U-P-E-R boring~

I HATE MONDAYS~

RAWRRR~



** P/S

Someone PS-ed me sia!

Take pilot license liao lor!

Can fly aeroplane liao lor!

Win liao lor!

):

I`m still waiting for you sia.

:/

But dear, thanks for accompanying me throughout the night!

<3 x0x0!



Yawnsss~

Hao lei o~

x-x

ZzZZzZzzzZzzZZZzz

JANUARY'10
o8 Jan - Dye hair with GF
o9 Jan - SPinnovex (9am -3pm)
- Dye hair with GF
11 Jan - Start of School Term
17 Jan - Final confirmation whether wanna go overseas or not
22 Jan - Start doing ICD project please

FEBRUARY'10
13 Feb - 18 Feb - Go overseas with family!






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