YA FIREBRAND, ESPADA, SHADOWFOX ALL THESE MFKERS

WE HACK

WE HACK

WE HACK SIA

HACK YOUR MOTHER CB

_|_

NOW FUCK YOU & YOUR WHOLE FAMILY



YOU GO SATAN MORROC PHAIL

DOESN`T MEAN WE AS PHAIL AS YOU

WE 6MENPROTEAM

WE KILLED WITH 6 PEOPLE NIA

CANNOT MEH?



I SEE BORNY WHOLE GUILD GO KILL VALK

& PHAIL

SERIOUSLY PLS GO FUCK YOURSELVES

E-CALL 20PPLL IN OUR FACE

ENDING CANNOT KILL VALK

WE ONLY NEED 3 PPL AND 15MIN TO SETTLE VALK

_|_



CANNOT KILL THEN DON`T SORE

IF WANNA SORE

DON`T PLAY MMORPG

GO PLAY POKEMON OR FINAL FANTASY

& FIREBRAND

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN OWN PPL IN LAST SERVER

& DO THE SAME FOR THIS SERVER

THEN GO JUMP DOWN FROM YOUR HSE NOW

BECOS YOU CANT OWN PPL ANYMORE

NOT NOW NOT LATER NOT FOREVER

YOU ARE JUST A STUPID SLIM PITCHER CREATOR



SERIOUSLY DON`T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE SO SORE

OWNSELF CANNOT KILL NIA

THAT MEANS OTHERS CANNOT KILL LIAO MEH?

THEN WHEN OTHER PEOPLE GO KILL

THAT MEANS THEY HACKERS MEH?



THEN HOW COME BILL GATES SO RICH?

WAAAAA, BILL GATES USE MONEY HACK SIA!

_|_



ALWAYS LIKE TO FIND EXCUSES

TO COVER UP YOUR NOOBNESS?

ONLY WHEN YOU SAY PEOPLE HACK

THEN CAN CONVINCE YOURSELF THAT

ITS NOT THAT YOU NOOB,

ITS THAT OTHER PEOPLE HACK.



YAYAYAYA

ALL I CAN DO NOW IS RANT HERE

BECOS NO MATTER WHO SAY WHAT

YOU ALL STILL THINK TRANS PEOPLE ARE HACKERS MA

YA LA

HACKERES

COMING WOE I GONNA THROW AD AT YOUR ASSES UNTIL THEY SPLITS INTO 2

EAT MY AD, YOU LOSERS!

EAT OUR EDP SB, YOU BITCHES!

EAT OUR SACRIFICE, YOU BASTARDS!

EAT OUR ASURA, YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!

RAWR!

Still haven started doing my PPT slides for tomorrow.

._.

Totally no mood to do.

No feel at all.

Don`t even know wanna write what inside.

~.~

Everyone`s asleep.

Yet i`m still awake,

Sitting here doing nothing.

Nothing at all.

I don`t even know why i don`t wanna go sleep.

I`m tired,

But i just can`t sleep.

I closed my eyes,

But realised i`m still awake.

ARGHHH! _|_



Chinese New Year coming soon.

Going overseas soon.

But i`m not excited at all.

Because i don`t wanna go.

Tiong-Country simply doesn`t interest me.

Somemore we not even going to the themepark.

T_T ~.~



Say until THEMEPARK.

Just when is Universal Studios Singapore opening sia?

I`ve been camping for its opening since .....

Last year?

No, maybe longer.

._.

Everytime i go Vivo,

I`ll have the urge to take the monorail 1 round,

Just to look at the progress of the themepark.

:D

Ya, i`m a themepark-freak.

(:



Mwahahaha!

Talking about 3MenProTeam & 6MenProTeam.

Think about it also happy.

:X

Really MUCH easier than expected.

Thanks to DORA's crazy idea.

:D

WHAT?

Minimum 20 people needed to take down Satan Morroc?

Fuck off & go home suck thumb pls!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

1 Helm down, 5 more to go!

Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!

:D :D :D :D :D



GO TRANS GO!

PWN MORE DOGS IN THE COMING WOE!

ITS ACRO VS. TRANS, BABY!

- ^.^ -

There are so many things i wanna do.

Or rather, i need to do.

But,

I HAVEN GO DO THEM YET!

:/



Sometimes i feel that,

Telling a lie or hiding the truth of something

Is a very painful thing.

The moment you tell a lie,

You`ll be worrying,

What if someday i get exposed?

What if the lie gets exposed?

What would happen?

Lol.

But of course,

Some lies are white lies.

:/

There are things which i don`t wanna do,

& don`t wish to do,

But i just can`t don`t do.

I know it sounds fucking contradicting.

But its just like this.

LIKE THIS.

._.



acRO

To be honest,

I`m very happy now.

As a part of Trans.

I don`t care whether its acRO vs. Trans or whatever.

& even if we can`t keep a castle during WoE,

I won`t be sad.

I won`t be disappointed.

Because i know we already did our best.

Its "every-other-fucking-guild-in-acRO" vs. Trans,

So wtf do you expect? (:

Seriously,

How lame can they get?

Diversity now ally/peace with Valhalla?

L-O-L!

I only got 2 words.

NO BACKBONE.

Last time used to war Valhalla like what,

Scold them dogs, etc.

Now ownself go peace with them.

So now is what?

Ally with dogs?

That makes you all dogs too.

-_-

Its fun being in Trans.

Go MvP together,

Go PvP room togeher,

Sit in Izlude talk cock together.

:D

The together-ness is there.

& most importantly,

Trans ppl are friendly, fun & NOT selfish.

~.~



Life

I feel so giddy & tired right now.

x_x

I`ll update .....

Later.

:/

I feel that i really needed someone to talk to.

Or at least a bloody PRIVATE space for me to write on.

I just wanna spam,

Blast my headphone with music,

Close my eyes,

Cry out loud,

& SCREAM.



Seriously, tell me,

Why are all these bloody shit happening right now?

It happened to me before,

Now its happening to me again.



Everyone is defensive of themself.

Everyone is protective of themself.

No one will really openly admit his/her own mistakes.

This is a FACT.



When things happened,

The first thing that people do,

Is to protect themselves UNKNOWINGLY.

Can`t be blamed, right?

Because its UNKNOWINGLY protect themselves.

UNKNOWINGLY protect themselvess means,

Finding reasons/excuses to look less asshole.

Like,

` Its like that one what,
` I`m not the only person doing it.
` You can`t blame me right?
` This is ME.
` I really don`t know it will ... ,
` It wasn`t on purpose ... ,
` I don`t know that ... ,
` Why other people can, i cannot?
` I thought that ... ,
` blah blah blah.



I just feel that,

Humans will only criticise others,

Like,

How bad/lousy this person is,

Blah blah blah.

But at the same time,

Do you know you are,

AS

LOUSY

AS

THAT

PERSON?

:/



Humans seldom criticise themselves.

I never say they DON`T,

I said, SELDOM.

But its ...

Natural, right?



Of course la.

If 1 bloody idiot keep think that,

He, himself, sucks.

He, himself, is an asshole.

Then he might as well just jump down from building sua.

._.

If there`s someone so not happy with himself,

Then emo everyday,

Live every day in misery,

Then seriously,

Just go die please.

Since you`re not enjoying your life AT ALL,

Then just fuck off & die.

Stop wasting the earth`s resources.

~.~



But, aiya,

No matter what it is,

NO ONE LIKES to be criticised.

I know, it doesn`t feel good at all.

Be it whether you`re WRONGED by someone,

Or you really are in the wrong,

It doesn`t feel good.



In my opinion,

Self-reflection,

Doesn`t work at all.

Why?

Cause,

The more you do self-reflection,

The more excuses you`ll find for yourself.

The more you think about it,

The more you`ll feel you`re being wronged.

:/



Its not easy to find GOOD & TRUE friends.

You`ll never know when your "so-call"

True & Good friend will turn against you,

Betray you,

& bring harm to you.

Its also because of this reason,

Humans don`t fully open up

To one another.

Because they`re afraid of being hurt.



I know that feeling.

Its so familiar to me.

It hurts.

& it hurts damn lot.

It hurts so much that,

Your tears will just roll down

From your cheeks unknowingly.



You wouldn`t know how i feel.

You wouldn`t know how much you`ve hurt me.

Since years ago.

I`ve tried my best to salvage,

I`ve tried my best to make up for my mistakes.

But you,

You just hurt me,

Time & again.

Maybe not YOU,

Its YOU ALL.



Okies,

Enough of the PAST.

Its OVER.

What i care about now is,

PRESENT.

P-R-E-S-E-N-T~



So tell me please,

How many of you are TRUE?

How many of you really wanna continue our friendship

Even after graduation?

Will we even make an effort to contact each other?

Will we last until we can attend each other`s wedding?

I really treasure what i have NOW

Is because i don`t have a PAST.

I don`t have a happy past.

Thats why i`ll do anything,

For a happy PRESENT & FUTURE.

Why are all these happening right now?

Last year,

Last sem already.

Is it because we didn`t talk about it

last time,

& then they snow-balled,

Then now it exploded?

But, even if we talked over it,

So what?

There`ll only be TWO endings.

ONE, HAPPY ENDING.

TWO, SAD ENDING.



HAPPY ENDING means,

We talked about it,

We`re really WILLING to accept criticism

towards each other.

However, there should not be any hard feelings

OR bear any grudges.



SAD ENDING means,

We don`t/can`t accept each other`s critism,

Feel that the other party is kaobei-ing me,

& picking on me.

Thus, become FAKE good friends.

Like good friends on the outside nia.

Inside = hatred, backstabs & blah blah.



So tell me,

Should we talked about it openly,

Or just keep opinions to ourselves.

Should we risk ruining our current friendship?

I`m afraid.

I`m scared.

I don`t wanna lose the current friendship.

So should i just shut up & keep opinions to myself?

I really don`t know what to do.

Its a big risk.

Confrontation = hurt feelings/friendship

Its confirmed.

More or less,

Sure hurt someone here & there.

But are we strong enough to take all these?

Is our friendship strong enough to take criticism?

Or someone will just crumple

With all the different criticism?

Can we still face each other

After saying out all the bad things about each other?

Should we continue to smile like true friends,

OR smile like fake friends?



I really wish to graduate from Singapore Poly

With my TRUE friends.

I don`t want any lies.

I don`t want any hidings.

I want the truth.

I want TRUE friends that will last.

That i can talk to.

That will be there for me.

That shows nothing but true feelings.

I believe true good friends will forgive

Each other`s mistakes.

Should we talk about this?

Clear all our misunderstandings?

That we might have?

Are we too late to salvage our friendship?

I don`t wanna see history repeating.

I really treasure you guys alot.

But are you guys really the true friends in my eyes,

OR am i just blinded by friendship?

I want nothing else but truth.



I don`t know how many people

Will read dao this post.

I don`t know if my words & thoughts

Will hurt anyone reading this post.

I`m NOT finger-pointing at anyone here.

I know everyone got mistakes.

Thats includes myself.

I`m a big asshole too.

But i need you guys to tell me.

Beucase i can`t see the bad things myself.

If you don`t tell me,

I wouldn`t know.

Then i`ll continue to be an asshole.

Which i don`t want.

:/



But whats important is,

Can we forgive & forget?

Can we continue to be

Part of each other`s life?

Or we`ll just fade off,

& become just a part of

Each other`s memories?

So long never update.

So many things to talk about!

Okies~



On 11 Jan 2o1o,

Went to Sentosa with

Dear, GF & Hanhan!

Buddy didn`t join

Because he didn`t pon.

GF, Hanhan & me pon-ed our CSM.

Went to Vivo for lunch.

Ate the super-duper nice beef!

Went into Daiso & bought lots of

SNACKS!

(:

Being the usual super-random-me,

I suggested that we go,

Sentosa walk walk.

._.

& we went to Siloso beach.

The place where that bloody ahgua,

Was molested on New Year.

^^;



The initial plan was to just soak our feet

inside the cool sea water.

But,

We ended up buying extra shirts & shorts.

Because we wanna "play water".

"Come to Sentosa liao, never play water, damn wasted leh!"

:D



Dear didn`t join us,

Because he was damn tired.

Therefore,

Only GF, Hanhan & me

Went to dip in the sea.

The water was so cooling.

To be honest,

I enjoyed myself very much.

This is the first time,

I`ve ever played in the sea.

:/

While we were playing in the sea,

We saw a lot of funny things.

We laughed,

We joked,

We played,

We enjoyed.

(:



I enjoyed every moment spent

with Dear, GF, Hanhan & Buddy.

Everytime we go out together,

Its sure to be FUN.

We like to be random.

But we are damn steady.

Furthermore,

There will surely be MAD LAUGHTERS.

Endless jokes.

Extreme happiness.

(:



Sometimes i really wonder,

What will my life be like,

If there is no William,

no Calvin,

no JiaHui,

no YuHan.



** Answer:

My life would be in Black & White.

Why?

Because,

They are the colours of my life.

They made my life exciting & meaningful.

They filled the emptiness in me.



I don`t know if you guys will read this.

But if you`re reading this right now,

I just wanna tell you guys,

I ♥ you guys very much!

I ♥ my William.

I ♥ my Buddy.

I ♥ my GF.

I ♥ my Hanhan.

Thanks for bringing colours into my life!


♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥



On 12 Jan 2o1o,

I went to Vivo with Dear again.

Because i wanted to buy,

Wii!

:D

I figured that running & jogging

Is SUPER boring.

However,

With Wii,

I`ll be able to play Wii Sports.

:3

Its not exactly super-duper fun,

But at least i get to sweat a lot.

^^;

Seriously,

Its way better than running/jogging on machine.

._.



Anyway,

I bought the "Resident Evil Zero" game,

Together with the Wii Console.

& to be honest,

That game freaked me out.

Its too scary for me to play it alone during midnight.

:/



Mehhhh,

I`ve just shopped at ebay.

& i bought something.

Now i`m just waiting,

For the package to ARRIVE!

:D

TEHEE~



Awwww,

I`m hungry.

I wanna eat TomYam.

):



** On a side note,

Just wondering,

When will we ever talk again?

Is there hope?

Or that day will never come?

D:

Back to school tomorrow.

Finally the 3days SPinnovex is over.

Although i only went on Saturday.

But its sucky enough.

._.;



My blister damn pain now.

Its already damn painful,

When i was eating supper with Qiuliang & Dear

At Holland V`s Crystal Jade on Saturday midnight.

After that,

Dear still accidentally stepped on my leg from behind

(the blister area)

When we were at E2Max Cineleisure.

Waiting for movie to start.

-_-;

I know he didn`t do that on purpose.

But its fucking painful.

~.~



We watched Treasure Hunters.

It wasn`t that bad.

In fact, i feel that the movie was quite okies.

At least i didn`t fall asleep while watching.

:D



School starts tomorrow.

But i don`t even feel like sleeping.

Even though i don`t really feel so good now.

Throat abit pain pain de.

But i know i won`t go to bed unless i finish watching

my Hai Pai Tian Xin EP 11.

<3



I intend to give up the colour that i wanted.

I feel that its not suitable for me.

At least, for now.

Hai. :/



I don`t wanna go to school until 5pm later.

I don`t wanna go to school until 5pm later.

I don`t wanna go to school until 5pm later.

Can

I

Pon

CSM

Lesson

Pl0x

?

):



** OH!

I just remembered i caught a plushie

While waiting for movie to start

At E2Max Cineleisure.

Its not some ordinary plushie

Its the Usavich`s Chicky plushie

The one which Yuhan took from Eddie

& gave it to me

Except that the one i caught

Is bigger than hers alot.

Its super duper rare in Singapore

& i believe only Japan & China got sell

._.;

So i guess my $20 spent on catching it

Is SUPER worth it.

<3

I love plushie-catching-machines!

They

Are

So

Cool

(:

I want to eat TomYam.

I want to eat TomYam.

I want to eat TomYam.

I want to eat TomYam.

I want to eat TomYam.

More TomYam pl0x.

._.



I think i`ve found the colour i want.

I shall stick with that,

Unless i change my mind again.

:/



Off to William`s hse!

Finally finished editing.

Easier than i thought.

The urge to start a blog started many days ago.

In fact, weeks ago.

I feel that i just need a bloody space to write on,

After everyone else had gone to sleep.

I just need to.



Today`s a bad day, i supposed.

If i knew that the war will bring up so many things,

So many unhappy memories,

I rather don`t go help at the war.



I feel that i need someone to talk to.

Someone who don`t know about all these,

Someone who is totally clueless,

So that i can start telling the story from the very beginning.

(7 years ago .....)



I know, although those words are left unsaid,

But its still there.

The feelings are still there.



& if you think,

I`ve forgotten about you.

You`re wrong.

I hasn`t.

I can`t.

& i won`t.



Avoiding is not a solution.

If i can choose again,

I`ll choose to face it,

From the very beginning.

So that we won`t become what we`re now.

So -strangers-



Dye-ing hair with GF later.

Should i go ahead with the colour i want?

Or

Should i just dye the colour that typical Singaporeans will dye?

Brown?

No i don`t want brown.

Not again.

._.

-Blog Under Construction-

** Completed up till (as of 5.20am) : Left Panel - Hates

-Blog Editing Completed-

** Done. Time to start posting.

JANUARY'10
o8 Jan - Dye hair with GF
o9 Jan - SPinnovex (9am -3pm)
- Dye hair with GF
11 Jan - Start of School Term
17 Jan - Final confirmation whether wanna go overseas or not
22 Jan - Start doing ICD project please

FEBRUARY'10
13 Feb - 18 Feb - Go overseas with family!






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